Instead of my wishful thinking, let me put together the most simple story of Margarette, the most likely.
Margarette sugar, escort and dance her way through college. If she had enough daddies, she wouldn't appear on the escort platforms, except for those $750 / 30 min agencies. As time went on, she has to escort more with decreasing clients. When I rediscovered her, she changed her name to be 19 again. She told me it was used to avoid stalkers. Sure you can avoid, but it's easy to be picked up by the stalker again. If I wasn't insisted on something different, blondes, I would have picked her long ago.
So dancing is for her to make ends meet and as a way out when escorting dries out.
It's amazing how many girls provide sex to get through college. German girls for example, never have to do this.
It's amazing that she managed all these on her own. She is cute, on the small side, but has an ora of maturity. She is now a full-blown stripper but a few steps back, she still looks like straight out of high school. But then again there are just these opportunities for her. Even if she got a job requiring a degree, it would be so bad compared to her escorting & dancing income.
Now she graduated, may have paid off her student loans. She can now work full-time and the financial burden is less. Whatever it is, there is a big change in her life. Maybe she found another sugar daddy again so she doesn't need to escort or dance. Or she got a big break working for a top strip club, in downtown or Vegas.
I know her family is religious and she may be too. But quitting everything all of a sudden because of God? Nothing explains the suddenness. I don't buy it. It's OK if she can pay the bills by waiting on gambling tables alone because she finished college. BTW, gambling is also a sin. Why doesn't she know?
Can't she just say relocating to Vegas to dance? So perfect! I will be so happy for her. There is hope to meet again though she can throw away the number I have when she gets ready. I wouldn't know if she moves or not.
Can she just say she graduated or she doesn't need that much money anymore? It's hard to believe but perhaps she hasn't discovered it's so hard yet. I would have wait for her to try. I'll be very happy if she could leave the lifestyle but I will be there for her when she has to come back.
Now, if you are quitting dancing, you don't go to the gym with your personal trainer twice that day before seeing me. I only realized that you have been a stripper for so long because you told me about your trainer that day. I thought it would be a steady income for just dancing and it would be big money if you do sex too. But then you said you don't dance anymore because they want sex anyway, and you are doing it already.
But if you don't dance anymore, why would you go to the gym that much? Last month membership? It was early Jan. And you are also quitting escorting too. Yes, suddenly you are quitting everything except for gambling table. But even if you can find casinos within commuting distance there, the traffic will be hell sometimes. Downtown has some decent apartments but I would have moved closer to the casino.
I would love to think that she tried not to hurt me one way or the other since we first met. There's always the calmness on her whenever we met. Like the time she asked calmly if I knew Macey as if she is not worth my time, Macey is more suitable.
I hope there's something that she thinks she can't do it anymore on me. I'm such a nice person restoring her believe in humanity and also god. If only she thought she would hurt my feelings sooner or later.
The day when I rediscovered her, she was genuinely happy to see me. She was all over me, smiled so much, kissed so much, with a lot of tongues too. But soon she restored to the calm person as before but with tongues and kisses.
Margarette sugar, escort and dance her way through college. If she had enough daddies, she wouldn't appear on the escort platforms, except for those $750 / 30 min agencies. As time went on, she has to escort more with decreasing clients. When I rediscovered her, she changed her name to be 19 again. She told me it was used to avoid stalkers. Sure you can avoid, but it's easy to be picked up by the stalker again. If I wasn't insisted on something different, blondes, I would have picked her long ago.
So dancing is for her to make ends meet and as a way out when escorting dries out.
It's amazing how many girls provide sex to get through college. German girls for example, never have to do this.
It's amazing that she managed all these on her own. She is cute, on the small side, but has an ora of maturity. She is now a full-blown stripper but a few steps back, she still looks like straight out of high school. But then again there are just these opportunities for her. Even if she got a job requiring a degree, it would be so bad compared to her escorting & dancing income.
Now she graduated, may have paid off her student loans. She can now work full-time and the financial burden is less. Whatever it is, there is a big change in her life. Maybe she found another sugar daddy again so she doesn't need to escort or dance. Or she got a big break working for a top strip club, in downtown or Vegas.
I know her family is religious and she may be too. But quitting everything all of a sudden because of God? Nothing explains the suddenness. I don't buy it. It's OK if she can pay the bills by waiting on gambling tables alone because she finished college. BTW, gambling is also a sin. Why doesn't she know?
Can't she just say relocating to Vegas to dance? So perfect! I will be so happy for her. There is hope to meet again though she can throw away the number I have when she gets ready. I wouldn't know if she moves or not.
Can she just say she graduated or she doesn't need that much money anymore? It's hard to believe but perhaps she hasn't discovered it's so hard yet. I would have wait for her to try. I'll be very happy if she could leave the lifestyle but I will be there for her when she has to come back.
Now, if you are quitting dancing, you don't go to the gym with your personal trainer twice that day before seeing me. I only realized that you have been a stripper for so long because you told me about your trainer that day. I thought it would be a steady income for just dancing and it would be big money if you do sex too. But then you said you don't dance anymore because they want sex anyway, and you are doing it already.
But if you don't dance anymore, why would you go to the gym that much? Last month membership? It was early Jan. And you are also quitting escorting too. Yes, suddenly you are quitting everything except for gambling table. But even if you can find casinos within commuting distance there, the traffic will be hell sometimes. Downtown has some decent apartments but I would have moved closer to the casino.
I would love to think that she tried not to hurt me one way or the other since we first met. There's always the calmness on her whenever we met. Like the time she asked calmly if I knew Macey as if she is not worth my time, Macey is more suitable.
I hope there's something that she thinks she can't do it anymore on me. I'm such a nice person restoring her believe in humanity and also god. If only she thought she would hurt my feelings sooner or later.
The day when I rediscovered her, she was genuinely happy to see me. She was all over me, smiled so much, kissed so much, with a lot of tongues too. But soon she restored to the calm person as before but with tongues and kisses.
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