Just renewed my PO box fee today for another year. In the past there's a waiting list to get one. Now there are empty boxes.

Of the many covert uses, one is for toys that I don't want to be delivered to my home. What Mrs Player will never use, she will never see.

The anti-prostitution anti-porn conspiracy

I was thinking, who are johns' and hookers' real enemies? Then I found some women dedicated their life to eliminating prostitution on planet earth, they are also anti-porn, and usually claimed to be feminists.

I am curious as what their backgrounds are and what triggered them to do this. For me, somebody pissed me off a few inch right in front of my face, right from my monitor. So I pissed them back, because I can. And when I see that an 85 old woman has to suffer that pissed off feeling for 30 years, I can relate to why she still pickets after 30 years.

So anti-prostitution (anti-porn?, feminists?) people, what made you ticked? Your husband ran off with a prostitute?

Now the conspiracy, given that somebody wants to eliminate prostitution. Politicians aren't really conspiring; they try to get votes. Female politicians pick up what male politicians aren't interested or can't be interested. The public is easy. Women will agree that prostitution is wrong. And if you tell them getting rid of prostitutions are good to the prostitutes, they will easily agree. Men aren't going to protest and chant. If I tell Mrs Player that I support legalizing prostitution, she will get the wrong ideas. (Or the right ideas I must admit.)

I have been feeling and saying that many things are wrong in this area, but Bound, not gagged said the obvious. Then it dawned to me that AP conspiracies are everywhere.

They can't win arguments on moral grounds, not even legal principles. Porn is legal. Paying for sex is legal as long as you video it and put it out for sale? Worst than just prostitution. It's far beyond arguments, it's conspiracy.

Thou shall not buy pirated DVD's, as the revenue contribute to organized crimes. I brought that for a while, until they tried to lump everything onto prostitution. If organized criminals spend so much of their time and effort to pirate DVD's, it's a very good thing. If these guys are unemployed because of zero pirated DVD sales, they will do more harmful things.

AP people lumped slavery, sex trafficking, or just trafficking into prostitution. Prostitution is bad and they are here to save every prostitute, ignoring that almost all sex worker groups (in US) don't want to be rescued from prostitution.

Even johns and hookers fall for that too. Any Asian looking prostitute in San Francisco, charging cheaper than a hot white blond, must be trafficked. It's as bizarre as that black prostitutes must be slaves shipped from Africa.

Good old SF chronicle is always on my side. Remember the trafficking article on the raid in SF a while ago? I don't have time to look it up. It goes like this, "49 out of the 100 prostitutes are not trafficked, and they will be deported immediately". Now it's obvious that SF tried to twist and spin the illusion that 51% are trafficked sex slaves. But in fact, that they don't want to report, I bet with my penis that the other 51 are legal residents or tourists.

And 49 illegal immigrant prostitutes is so impressive because SF is a sanctuary city. LE has no right to ask if anybody is a legal resident. And now they even want to lump illegal immigration with prostitution, organized crime, moral decay of society, etc.

And some more,

Ambassador John Miller headed the federal Trafficking in Persons office when the prostitution policy was first enforced in 2003. Before he left office last year, I once asked him if he believed every prostitute is, de facto, a slave.

"No," he said, drawing out the word. "If you take the Melissa Farley study, in eight or nine countries including the U.S., 89 percent of prostitutes say they want to leave" the job. "So I guess you can say 11 percent are not slaves."

It's as bizarre as it gets. I want to leave my job too, and so I'm a slave now? Everybody is playing the words and numbers game, instead of going out to get some real traffickers.

And remember the SF article titled Sex Trafficking interview? The interview started with what the victim did after she was freed from the traffickers. There wasn't mention of any trafficking. Now I understand.

I support legalization as long as it's not in my backyard. So prostitutes are not licensed to work in residential areas. Business real estates and hotels have the right to refuse service to anybody. They would be fine, but I don't know if that will generate lots of discrimination law suits.

You can see if you open the flood gate, you can say half of SF prostitutes are aliens. Because the price is heaven compared to back home. So I understand the trend of illegalization in Europe, because of the flood of immigrants and prostitutes. The AP's are using this as their new weapon in their conspiracy. And the Amsterdam red light district is shrinking.

Please forget what is high end and low end, johns and hookers, fight for your brothers and sisters. For if you are anti trafficking, you may be labeled as having BBW fetish.

Punching Angel

I wanted to tell Angel that her advertisement doesn't do anything for me. But probably she knew it. Everything about her is OK, good, but not outstanding.

Her hair can be any color you fancy, any style you like. She is a make up artist, carrying a mobile painting studio with her. She uses a lot of makeup, but she looks great in it. The makeup becomes part of her, not going to fall off any time soon.

She is rumored to be an ex-stripper, because of a tattoo on her. She is a bit small for typical strippers, 5'5, thin but not too skinny. Nice to look at but no outstandingly large breast or super long legs. But she can fit in anything, perhaps better with clothes on.

She is twenty something, may be up to thirty. She looks young but she has an mature aura around her. She is old enough to have a protege, 19 year old barbie doll Nikki whom I blogged, who followed her around.

There didn't seem to be sparkles between Angel and me, perhaps because I met Nikki first. Being the master and protege, they are alike but Nikki stands out more in every department. Their blond hair turns head but Nikki's is much longer, almost ass length at one point. Nikki learned all the makeup skills from the master, but Nikki has better facial features to start with. She is cuter at 19 too. I like Angel's pedicure but I prefer Nikki's totally organic feet - it's hard to look appetizing without the help of artificial nails and polish.

I did saw Angel when Nikki was away. She is eager to please. When I complimented her nails she asked me to pick my favorite color from a hand held box full of colors. Being more mature, she is much easier to deal with, and friendly. But to my surprise she refused to do a doggy when I first met her.

I saw her again when I broke up with Nikki, who up sold me a couple of times. Angel is indeed eager to please. When I asked her to do a strip tease and lap dance, she did it. When I asked her why she blew me with a condom when I knew she did it bare with others. She said just ask, because some prefers that way.

That's a problem with me. I still find it offensive to ask for something unless I know they do it as reported in their reviews. I look and behave too decently that some massage girls wanted to be respected rather than wanting extra money. Even for girls who doesn't do anything extra, they can deal with guys groping them. They will block the advance, but still flirt with them rather than losing business for sure. But for me, they behave as if they are virgins, as if I can't go any further unless I become a boy friend. It's not just me saying that. They do behave differently for different clients.

Once I pre booked a hotel room before booking a girl, because I know I have enough options to avoid going home empty handed. That's seldom the case for out call in my area. I ended up calling Angel, my 2nd choice.

Now Angel broke up with Nikki too because of her unethical behavior. Now Angel became a bit Nikki too. Angel was never a brand worshiper, always causal, never tried to look anything other than her age. Today she was totally different. As far as I can she was wearing BeBe all over, with a big label on her chest. With her small and slim frame, she looked more like a teenager than Nikki. She toned down her blond hair color a bit, and her make up, to look the part.

It was a present surprise. I didn't care what she wore but it was the aura that came with it. She knew how much I was paying Nikki. She up sold me too, but in a good way. She sold me a comprehensive package up front, and she wanted to kiss me too. She had no idea what she was getting into yet.

She asked for it and I had no mercy on her. It wasn't electrifying. It was like I paid for it and I got my money back type of kiss. I did enjoy it. Usually if I feel any sign of rejection, I won't continue. But for her it was fair game to me. Of course if she pushed me off, I wouldn't force it. I kept asking for more.

She is a spinner. I like skinny girls who can take some punch. With some experience, she can, or at least I thought she could. With a lot of foreplay, that I paid enough for, I was in top form. She didn't refuse any position, so as not to lose me again. But I finally settled on missionary, because I could kiss her as I screw her.

She really had no idea what she got into. I kissed her so much, while screwing her, that she had to turn her head away and refuse any more. I wasn't disappointed nor offended. At the time, I already lasted a lot longer than I saw her last time, and it seemed that I could go on forever.

"Are you done yet?", she asked. I was really surprised, considering she was the more mature, eager to please type. In my time, I had come across a few girls with nick names the same as her question. But they never did that to me, because I treated them well, not to mention that I gave them enough incentive.

Certainly I wasn't offended by Angel. I wasn't thinking anyway because I had no blood left in my brain. I just felt cute about it. Perhaps that was her true color. Perhaps she is one of those who can't be intimate with males. She learned to suppress her feelings, but not for so long, being held so tight chest to chest. Perhaps she wanted to get rid of me before she cum. Some girls just doesn't want to admit that they enjoy it, as if they have to offer an discount next time, or become girlfriends.

My reflex action was to ask her to hang on just a little longer. I wanted to help, to end her suffering, to cum. So I screwed her as if she was not a person. I could imagine that I shook her and screedw her like a blow up doll. Before that I had rhythm, now it was just bursts of vibrations.

Instead of cumming, I kept going and got rougher. I even helped with dirty talk. Those words that can be written down includes, "You are sooo tiny. I'm soooo comfortable. " She didn't do anything or say anything further to discourage me. She laid there without any resistance. She just wanted me to cum. I did, but I could have been a lot faster if she didn't ask.

We didn't have any hard feelings. She knew that I was a very happy customer. I knew that she wasn't repulsed by me. She begged to come back later to see me that evening. I knew it was pure business, even if she cum and enjoyed it very much. If I was alone on business, I might. But I live there, and I believe in diminishing returns.

So, Angel is the punch bag type after all, one of the types I mentioned recently.

What makes young man fear? [politics only]

What makes kid fear enough to wear a mask during protest? We are not in communists countries. Our states are separated from the church, any church. We are Manchester, we are Orlando, we are Toronto, we are Los Angeles ... They fear Scientology.

You can insult Jesus, but your show will be taken off if you insult Scientology. Does all these make you think?

I can see that all the journalists and Brits especially are calling loud for help (against injustice in general), Economists, Observer, ...

Haven't heard anything about Australia yet. Feb 10 is new, but this is just the beginning ...

First results just in. Epic. Yeah!!!