Thursday, January 23, 2020

Review continued

Chanel looks like a Korean singer/movie star. But I am quite certain that she has very few things done. A double eyelid maybe. Her eyes still kill without any makeup. Her boobs I'm still not sure if they are real. She has the teen model figure when I met her at 19. I only discovered that her hips and thighs were a bit thick for the school uniform I brought her a couple of years later. Maybe that's why I never saw her wear short skirts and hot pants. Her body was still great, just not the cute 19-year-old schoolgirl I was imagining all the time. She got some European genes reflected only on her skin.

It's not a laughing matter when someone asked you if she should get married. I think I can handle that and we can be happy together if we had a way out. She loves money but she would "have" it rather than lose it by spending. I can really concentrate on making money and keeping the money rather than worrying if the lawn is perfect.

I don't think her history will bother me as I'm still auditioning girls after girls after so many years. For one I would have saved loads of money if I had her only. When you met a great looking girl, when she is sucking your cock, you are imagining that she is your new girlfriend, rather than wondering what her previous and next client would be like.

I was on and off with Julia/Margarette for 5 years. She actually looks like Selena Gomez without the baby fat. I picked her because she could stand up taking bikini shots front and back. Now she comes with a stripper body. Again I met her at about 19, all the same as Chanel. Girls at this age will think about their future and make some choices. It was so sad that she quitted and dumped me. Luckily, she was a bit distant all the time, just like Chanel. But even since I sucked her tongue out, I wasn't demanding and trying to be nice to her. Luckily I only went to her home twice and we never really cuddled. I'm sad that I lose a pretty girl with a stripper body. But we weren't bonded that much and I can't miss her too much.
I still couldn't figure out Julia's buddy, Chanel 2. I know I shouldn't do this to her. I saw her once 5 years ago. I think she is prettier, my preferred body type, and she was nicer to me. But I was poor at the time and struggling for time to meet her again. Then the next time it was when Julia quitted. Chanel would be thinking that I was with Julia all these years. Shouldn't have done that to her. But she was happy when I saw her again after so many years. She invited me to her new home and told me everything about her boyfriends. She even showed me Julia's IG picture and criticized her makeup.

But then there is something between us. She kept pouring cold water on me. I kept it professional and spent good money booking her. I think I got nowhere because she knew I would disappear anytime just like the 1st time I met her. She liked me to keep coming back but she wasn't delivering. Actually, I got less and less enthusiasm even though she asked me to come back next week. I know she is into handsome guys. I don't blame her. But then I may be dangerous so she put a stop sign right there so nothing will happen. There's no point in wasting more time and money on her since I don't have much anymore. Maybe her next birthday.

I like Caroline's teen model look and she's as passionate as a 30 year old MILF. But since she has to maintain her trendy image, her IG is a turn off for me. Short hair is OK but you need something like a schoolgirl cut. But that's a no no on IG. And I was almost certain that she posted weekly pictures on IG t lure me back, or at most one or two clients. Since she has a new boyfriend she doesn't bother.

Now she reveals her sex life on IG. At least it has to be trendy too, toys and stuff. I don't think I can get rock hard kissing her like our first meets. That's sad because she is a really struggling model/actress who is a club/bar/restaurant waitress who doesn't always have a job. I know why she appreciated me that much. A few hundred dollar per month pays the bills and cat food.

Just when want to cut down a bit and concentrate on reminiscing, I met a few girls that blew them all away. The first is a black lingerie model. A bit thick but who can fault her when she can walk around on lingerie or naked, who turned me on so much? I didn't even have the chance to repeat much because I met another black girl who is a teen model from the waist down but a teen porn star from the waist up! I came back to see her pair of natural bouncing balls again and again. Then all of a sudden this blonde girl with a short school cut turned up showing her pretty face. She works hard but she doesn't smile much. But she is a good fuck. I screwed her into the state between moaning and screaming. I think she likes me more after that. 

But I don't think I will be attached to them. It's hard without GFE, and I wasn't looking. But the 2nd time DFK rule doesn't seem to apply to any of them.